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It’ll be the first time i’ll be composing a blog post again after I stopped.

wuuttt? yeah. i stopped. college.

HAHAHA

now that came unexpectedly. even for me.

college life. how did it went for me?

UNIVERSITY OF SAN CARLOS - TC

nice place to study, hang out or just hide behind big trees

♣1st semester — BS Computer Engineering

>> TC engineers rock totally!

I miss the folks, the hour after hour floor hike, the algebra-allera migrane, choco.mucho nibs, library tambay naps … whew! pasaway-ness HAHA

…Engineering Department rolls but unfortunately i know to myself I cant be an engineer. well its cool to be one but i don’t want it by heart. I lack the ember.

then why did i took it?

HAHA its stupid really. I love computers and all but wut really made me enroll in this course is that news report on some television news show that computer engineers & i.t dudes are in demand in japan. and HELL im dying to live in JAPAN!

HAHAHA pity? yeah damn pity-shit. XD

and so . . .

♣2nd semester — BS Architecture

>> CAFA.cavana ; brace yourself for the arts ::..

shame, didnt get to last long to catch its bliss & share of fun.

shame, to have chosen the wrong person to be with.

shame, when everything was supposed to be right it ended ace — to joker.

shame.shame.shame … but no regrets man!
totally got over it.

this will be the part where i STOPped.ion

question: the big W H Y ?

erpat got a plan to migrate to canada.

and that just sucks now that im thinking of it.

at first it was like… “cool!” … but then

whoa shit… i dont wanna leave things behind.

anyway, so i am to pursue studies abroad.

hell with it? o_0

and now…. wuuttt?

bummer days.end –


E X C E L A S I A

>> a cool place to practice your english & FUN.FUN.FUN
It’s actually a training agency for aspiring call center agents.

whoa? yeah call center agent. i mean man gotta earn a living.

practicality my friend.

. . .

first day here for interview really is a crazy one. HAHA

1st minute==

Ms. Hazel : “It’s Aris Sunga Behik right? What is this, kind of Arabic, Chinese?”

a r i s : “Uhmm, my dad told me it’s kind of Arabic.”

Ms. Hazel : “Oh, yes. You look also kind of Arabic. Pretty.” *smiles*

a r i s : *dakoag tisngi sa boang* “Thank you!” (HAHA lols wth.)

after few minutes==

Ms. Hazel : *looking at my CV* “This is such a waste!”

a r i s : *confused*

Ms. Hazel : “Your english is very good but I cant endorse you to our affiliates coz you only finished 1st semester…”

a r i s : “Ooooh…” ( dedma lay paki HAHA )

Ms. Hazel : “But dont worry I’ll make a way for you. I just cant let you go like this. It’s such a waste. Im going to keep your resume and see if I can talk this out with our partners.”

a r i s : “Thank you very much!” ( whoa. now this is what im talking bout! )

now on with the training dude

HAHA

this where the F U N started

^_^

…

im in reality.

WHOAH!

i nver saw that coming.

i cant imagine i was way too behind friendster.

its only this time ive noticed the changes in fs blog.

a big thumbs up to that friendster group
anyway, this makes me have the “feel” to blog again

this is really impressing

way to go
hahakak ^^p

takaw ano e

ℵ lokä•lokö ℵ

not until….

                             i just want to express my deepest and i dont know maybe confusing frustration. After being absent for two consecutive days in the The Beacon meeting I am feeling really awful. Those absences were not done in purpose, puh-lease. I have always tried my very best to attend every single meeting for this organization and it’s a great deal for me not being able to attend even once. The reason for my missing in action circumstance would be the cargo dropping in the open sea. God I wasn’t informed. Forgive me. but I really am upset. The Beacon Staff should work as one and that would include  informing your mates ’bout any meeting coming out of the violet. I never really cared that much ’bout socialite issues… but I’m taking a peek of it now. I don’t really know to whom the gun should point but I am really upset. And some words are better off not typed.

P.s.*    Retainment as Associate Editor is better off. weeeee I’m never really good in handling people :P  Layout Artist would be an uber lurb but it’s never gonna happen haha

everyday, i face a mind-buggling   decision-making. its when every school day i plunge out of the blue droplets of shower to the front of my closet. .. and there lies… the sole colors of my semi white socks. togsheng! well. pink, blue & gray are three different colors. thats a hard task for i love those shades. hehehe
well anyway in someway choosing my dear beloved pair of socks for the day doesn’t come far off a hundred miles with choosing the right university and course for college…
well maybe it does but my feet can carry the walking distance . =P

I’m still a mess with my college plans. what the heck i started planning all of this since i was first year high and now I’m a senior and still stuck in the ramen knot. *sigh* but all those years contributed to my plans though.. i have realized i love chemistry… accounting iS hooking me with its scythe and do see Entrep radiate in all the tangy doodles. Fine Arts is history though its my natural talent but practicality, my friend drives me back. I’m a dynamic wakwak and i switch sweets which makes out the bitter core candy of my halloween-like life. but regret is a big ENGk!   i love who i am and i hope the college institution id be entering would help me mold my decagon-structured-mind into michelangelo’s Pieta. hmm…

think of Manila. coz my erpats encouraging me to. he wants me to enter ESA (Entrepreneurship School of Asia) . thats because he want me to manage the building we own here across the river of hitting cars. well honestly the location is quite good but the structure.. better head off to the top of the hill. The design is not practically business exposure-focused. its more for office space. which i dont like. .. *Architecture. one of my choices by the way.

De La Salle- Manila. I’m keeping my eyes on their shadows. quite interesting. it’s just near St. Scholastica’s College (which is Jazzy’s) but not the reason okay. i like the sound of their trumpets and the programs being offered plus the university itself. it can be possible. or maybe ill head off going to SSC after all. i don’t know. with my brain-downloading capacity and still normal mental stability…. all these ain’t obviously possible. hekhek

why go comb all this hassle?

with all the pesky fleas of decisions to be spattered out making my days worser than being stained during a tuldok? let’s just say i aim high. when i live i just don’t live like a mediocre. :sleep in roses.eat chocolate.bathe milk.drink coffee. ride in expensive jaguar. .. (bluffing ;p)
no. thats crap.
i live and i make it as best as possible. not talking like a perfectionist okai> believe me i love my imperfections and i embrace them like my babies. its the thing for humility.
anyway, thats it. crap. im lost.
okai. well i guess you get my point and thats all about it.
hehehe
kapui ayu iningglis ane oi.
post sad mug comment hap.
i need some advice for my college plans.

lab yu. mamats sa pag.read. amfeng.
wish me luck for colej coz im kulva-kulva my heart of excitement
bwahahaha
cgi aku sah ipa.uga aku midyas. vavoOsh.

Now as we step out the door to freedom. . . swaaAsshQ! haaaiii! splash ka ngayon ng tubeg. gumising ka sa katotohanan dahil ang boring ng summer hehehe Well long we had been wanting for THIS. this!this? oh cr*p.

tuliro. Beside the fact that Yael Yuzon brings out the tweetumzie candy out of me. This song totally ROCKS! hehehe nakaka.relate tayo pare eh HAHAHAHA agoi…! 

Forgive the randomness. my mind’s just all scattered right now. Hazard effect of earth’s global warming ,nasasama tuloy pati utak koH! nyahahaha

my 10th medal.  ang kapal ko naman para ipagmalaki toH ano. i know its not that much. Just givin’ a lil peek of atensyiones to my hard work, ayt?! ;P hehehe

editor.in.chief     … if you may, you can omit the "chief" if you want to nyahaha im not saying i cant deal with the job (to-be) its just the responsibility thats bothering me… oh well. wish me a clover leaf.  ^_^

Anyway, enough aLready with all the schoOl stuff.! It’s summer! Hey! I can just hop in on the summer swing . Hope na muToRet ko all the way to ALASKA! nyahahaha

This was a poem I fabricated two or three months ago. well im posting it here coz by now it really holds much significance to me than the other days. I just cant help the sense of longing … and my heart is terribly bleeding .   .   .

the bedsheet is pressing to my face
while playing my eyes in the room’s
maze
how the quiet solitude made me bleak
then i felt water running down to my
cheek

misery & longing filled my heart
in me, theres a missing big part
or perhaps i wasnt enjoying the gloomy
rainy weather
no, it was indeed the absence of my
mother

melancholy then flooded my eyes
gashed my spirit to a slice
trounced my heart to pieces
tell me is there a way I can resist
this?

memories of mama brushing my hair
the warmth of her love & unwaverng care
her many stories & deafing sermons
the spicy spanks & humble realizations

all of these i hanker to come back
how i wished i kept it all in my
knapsack
now i regret that i let it all pass
away
never thinking itll all end one day

wherever she is in this deep starless
night
i hope she wont appear out the blue
dressed in white
instead i want to see her in her happy
live soul
prepare my favorite dinner & cook me a
bowl.

a lousy afternoon. i cant even think normally what to do today. a proof. this is. slacking maybe. i started the day pretending i have dysmenn ;P coz i dont feel like going to church (so sorry Lord!) my bodys weak & im feeling lazy together with the stupid chill the cold breeze from Mactan channel gives me.  it somehow became true. crazy right? the little acting made reality. karma? no maybe not. i was left to bed all morning. my head aches of lying. but had good rest that is. so much for lies.

2007 . i have nothing in stored for this year honestly. uhmm maybe just do what i can. just let things flow their way and have the most honest response to the stimulus.

I dont think id be visiting friendster as regularly and as often as i did last year. im getting bored and i want to do something new. I think im wasting much of my time. no offense to friendster addicts. its not friendster its me. ok . well thats ol!

*shit! slacking is dangerous. makes you slack even more.^

December 21 marks one of the most unforgettable days of my life.

okei lang naman ang gumising ng 2 ng umaga at magshower ng ice-cold na tubig to attend the misa pang.kadlawn. we got to church much earlier than i thought … the door is still half open.

well anyway after the mass i got out & looked for jenpearl. nagsabot man mi to get the t-shirts (which i designed) from Agape Art Signs (nag.advertise bah?! =P) ye. its about 5am when we finally got it after a million wake-up calls haha XD

in school during mass i had a thousand yawns. ye. i was soooo sleepy but sleeping is bad. very bad. =P after all those ceremonies & stuff. its the start for the Christmas Party. with the minutes i was thinking that this party wouldnt be fun… i was predicting it since all the tao are so lazy going out. coming in . while the other classes are already starting their parties. and to think that mrs. pestano is nowhere to be found. but luckily she showed up & there we roll. \m/

Hans & the Egg Dance

this took me by surprise. mrs. P was declaring the start of the egg dance & i found myself being dragged by Hans to be his partner. wth . haha well i did look stupid during that game. cant help it Hans really makes me laugh. ang kulit talaga pasaway pa! hahay =P though nabasag ang itlog namin okei lang kc enjoy naman hehe

Cake War*

wahaha its stupid really stupid but a lot of fun. ! III-O is really crazy! my classmates are all covered with chocolate & vanilla icing! (poor white shirts) even our adviser (whom started the war) haha these guys are nuts! i enjoyed every moment of it . really.

Shots & hUgs & xmas~es^

hala sige sikit jud! haha grabe ang picture taking namin! as in! para kaming mga ihas ug camera! haha ang ganda talaga ng moment we are all having fun! cge og tisngi og pose! saon!

then it finally came the time to end the party… kalaen… we said our "Merry Christmas!~es" & hugs & beso-beso’s. * sniff* one week… thats a long time. i learned to love my section & i miss the freakin’ days w/o those pasaways.

PakAPin~~~!

the end of the party doesnt mean the end of our fun. bwahaha after the party the shirt brigade gathered out & invaded Fotophile. we had a barkada picture. then next destination: gaisano. we strolled every corner. haha the food court was the bomb. there diggin in to our potato chips, piattos, Cali’s, Q’s & dont forget Dinah’s funchum! hahaha XD we had the most stupid laughs & pasaway-kulitan.ness. mga may tama talaga kame nun. grabe. no words can describe the joy of friendship ;D i love these gals sooOOoPpErrrr!

Cedric’s Gift

now. ok well. i damn love the gift ced! kamukha nya si Chuwi! grabe! i was hugging it every now & then its soOOOooper damn cute! kahit nga sa pagtype nito she’s lying here on my lap. Ye i decided the gender & her name would be "Chuwi" rin hehehe no even my dad toys w/ her hahaha XD galing mo pumili ah thanx! =) dont worry i’ll take good care of her.aku ni pinanggaun hehe ;P

LessOns_

i realized how much i have been drawn to these people. How much every failure we got turned out to be a good bond none of us ever thought of. These people rock! Our gift to Jesus in his birthday. The love of friendship & the blooming III-O family =)

kaya yun. yun na yun. basta masaya ko ng araw na to’! teknyu Lord for giving me the time to live this day out & for these friends u gave me to share my life with. i’ll never forget these all.

"you may have come out of the mudpit & look like yagit, but thats okei friends gihapon tah whatever they say"  -Arix ;P

its late afternoon and i just got home from where on earth i had been when i heard that my cousin is moving out from the nuisance house ^ the house im residing that is. i prefer to call it so coz it seems so with the old woman around.  well thats a relief since i stopped talking to him after we had that fight.  well hes a moron. thats all. sorry cousins. i just think he really is. dont he dare ever play innocent in front of me coz i still remember my childhood & the midnight stupid things. i am that of a good cousin to shut my f*****g mouth!!! ………….

anyway my post is not all about his idiocy…

but the room he left …. for my benefit. its the guest room by the way and since no animal is inhabiting in it already … its for me to have my escape den. bwahahaha!!!! >XD

a real lovely opportunity bwahaha!

im guilty! im acting sooOOOoo materialistic… crazy ryt?

to think that im already nesting in 3 rooms

i am really greedy wahaha!

well what can i say? its only a room. & no ones complaining. the family’s good at that so i know when theyre just holding the tongues of patience

so a new room? whats with that>? why the hell did i even think of typing and wasting my time with this stupid topic? just to bare it all how greeeeedy i am or better yet how fond i am of having for myself isolated rooms . well every word speaks about me in this stage. in every youth an avaricious flower always blooms… liars go to hell. hehehe 

*wink*

"you’ll never learn how to be generous

w/o being rapacious"   -ARiX

anO!!!??? wth could you pls repeat that!??!? napospone ang ASEAN!??? are you kidding me?!?! now thats ridiculous! really! stupid! nasaan na ang bakasyon>>>????? haha XD LoL! minamadali kami ng mga titsers sa mga lessons at projects tapos mapopospone lang!? isa tong kahibangan! sana no classes pa rin para meron kaming time makagawa ng projects… my gulay! hindi naman ganun ka.anghang ang bagyong Senyang sa Special Senyang ah! whats all the postponement about??? ay naku! ano nang nangyayari sa mundo???! kakabad.trip … hehe… ok ive cracked… kanina si cedric pinaala pa sakin yung pamile blah.blah. kainis naman. tuloy…. suntukin kita jan cerdica ka e hehe =P  yun kainis talaga. im looking forward pa naman sa one week no class next week tapos mawawala lang na parang bula>? wth. hahay… o yun pa pala. hoy cedric nasan yung pic natin. konti lang yung laman ng flash drive ah.! madaya ka! ye & hindi ko pa yun maeedit wala pa akong paintshop and hindi windows movie maker ang kelangan ko. hahay i use a more advance movie maker in making my vids kaya lang na.delete na lahat! paano??! finormat ang letche naming compyoOter hahay hindi ko pa alam… anong klase>?! ayun. bZZEeEEeeeeeeeeeeeett- - - - - - - -  - - -  - - -  ayay. am i typing toO much bad words? hehe tsOori if iam. =P yun na nga haha deal or no deal na si ceasar montana maglalaro ang baet talaga game for the victims of the super typhoOn Reming./././.. hmm hehe kung anu-ano nang pinagtatype ko dito cge yun lang hehe ^^P